Fucking Beautiful

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Someday I’ll feel warmth 

Stability

As we are more maternal, we are by nature more generous. We will always give more than we have to”

giving up right now would be lovely.

but, would that make. everything better?

please, one more second, to fix this all

I mean, an hour before. this. all. falls apart

There once was a man who hated his own skin.

he was never comfortable in it not even when

everyone in the town was complimenting him

on his clear complexion and a healthy glow

so one day he was scratching his skin until 

he scratched so hard he broke through the first layer

then came another, then followed another another

till he had a opening as big as his doubts

in the middle of his chest, he crawled out

like a butterfly he was finally free

he floated on confidence and walked in his blood  feet

following his footprints, we walk onto a field

his blood soaked stains suddenly flees

into the air and up towards the sky

he was finally free

soaring through the clouds, droplets of red

falls heavenly down showering the rest

of the world who could only stare

Jealous they didn’t have the courage 

that came with undressing your warmth

and putting on nothing. creating a future that’s up for you to forge 

My room is so clean

I wish it was like this forever

with the morning sun beam

leaking through the curtain’s seam

when night come, it’s empty and still

I’m laying down, eyes closed

mind turning it’s dream mill

I suddenly fall, eyes opened

I look around

My room is messy, filthy and disgusting

mouth dry, head pulses with a pound

I look around, it’s time to get going.

The second biggest failure of my teenage years would this

Maybe it’s the lack of unconditional love that makes you frantic to test people’s limits. everyone has a breaking point, how can you denounce them as not enough when you push them over the edge?

I wish I could wash the blood off my hands.

Her voice’s so cold it burn with pain